POLAROIDS:D BETTER THAN I COULD HAVE EVER DREAMED.

and i dream a lot.

Room not clean, Biology notes not done, unbalanced psyche, need to exercise, too much rain.

Life is long,messy and unmanageable. Like my hair.

I have mysteriously acquired a iPod touch. Its quite fun to leave finger imprints and slide through the high techy diginess of it all.

*fetish*

Now, to shatter its very core and soul for my own manipulative purposes (third party applications yey! )

Night all:D

the photo. oh, it's part of this amazing project by this girl

*wants polaroid camera now*

haha, I did actually win the bid :S I might have over paid?

I don't know, is $20 more that you imagined an okay price for not going through every thrift store for a working polaroid camera?

The part I'm excited about are the filters.

No idea how this will work but with Spring around the corner I think sunlight will compensate for any misgivings a camera with a warranty that expired in 1979 might have.

And I have to get film too. Hmm. It's good that I'm working now, I'll never be able to afford all this on pocket money that I have.

Only problem is that I am never able to spend money. I just watch things online get bought and feel a wrench in my heart when I think of what could have been mine.

But isn't.

First attested 1817 in English, the word "kaleidoscope" derives from the Greek καλός (kalos), "beautiful"^[1] + είδος (eidos), "shape"^[2] + σκοπέω (scopeο), "to look at, to examine"^[3][4] : "looking at beautiful forms".

They'll ask (like she did) how does being 17 feel like.

She could say:

"It's a lull year, no one at 6 dreams to be just 17. That's the potential though, there is little preconceived notion of what being 17 is like. Something may happen currently beyond the realms of my imagination, something. Like how Charles Darwin theory of evolution can't explain everything and that it is a failure of our imagination to think in infinite terms rather then the theory itself.

I'm all tingly inside. It's a weird feeling of time running out mixed with running full force towards an edge that you think is going to come but never really does until you least expect it."

or

"Haha, I thought I would have a driver's license, a cool boyfriend and boobs by this time."


or

"Did you know a butterfly's wings are held up by a network of blood veins? Those thin leathery things, containing capillaries and analogous aortas. That's a heart vulnerable to all elements.

Shit, now I feel so guilty that I pulled off wings when I was younger just to see if they could stay alive."


But instead, she will shake thoughts from her head, clearing cobwebs and let them float lazily, insubstantial almost out of reach like daffodil fluffs, smile.

"Two words.Glow bracelets. "


Happy Birthday to all 7th September babies and a very Happy Unbirthday to everyone else.

Just because it's monday doesn't mean you can't have cake.

In which there is more *girly* conversation
"He asked me out"

"Oh. Wait. OH! Really. Wow, so you have boyfriend now?"

A smile, some nodding.

My interest is caught .

"Wow, okay. Cool. Wait, does this mean that everyone I know here has dated already?"

Sympathetic considering looks.

"Seriously."

Frivolous Epiphany

"So, this is what the schools meant by peer pressure."

"You should get one!"

And then any interest in the subject dissipates like the sublimation of ammonium chloride.

In which the tenth tic tac toe games in a row is the charm



i don't know, why does simple strategic truths elude me so?

In which I am thankful and apprehensive

17 on Monday,I'm cherishing my last few moments of being 16.

As far as I'm concerned, 16 was sweet in all the unexpected ways. It encompassed an end and a new beginning. I miss old friends and now tentatively reaching out to new ones who have been no less than fantastic (one day I will post a vague but interesting bio on them and on you guys so that I don't forget how I know you now).

Moving to a new country is scary. Yeah. It's 5-year-old scary form a jaded teen point of view which makes it much worse. Self consciousness is amplified to the point of being just grotesque. Although, you learn and relearn things you thought you always knew but needed a new perspective to see how the lesson has changed to suit your growth. Like judging a book by its cover or trusting others or more importantly trusting yourself and to stop second-guessing your own decisions.

Everyone's growing up. I will be wishing for wisdom this year.

House: The universe always settles the score.
Cuddy: Does it?
House: No, but it should.

Haha, house.

Really want a polaroid camera because photoshop effects do not cut it anymore. Envisioning a wall of polaroids all yellowing like the senance of leaves in autumn (because i will purposely put it near the sun for it to decolourise)

Delving into murky marshes of Ebay bidding, no idea how this works. I am panicking now because I bid on three polaroid cameras and if i win all of them i will have to pay $90 or risk, gasp, being black listed.

SX-70 land camera seems to be the way to go, what with funky filters and everything so I'm staking this one out.

I will wait till the wee hours 6 days later and then max out my bid.

I have the most brilliant plans.

G'day.

今天天气真好，阳光像一支支细小的金箭从天边射下来。
(still got it ;D)

It's Spring.

For the first time, everyone is deliriously happy.

The weather really is everything.