The yellow house mascot...Erm no not really...But who cares???? 

Sports Day

Sports Day was a blast...

Ok i have neva been a fan of my primary schoool sports day imean all they ever say is one measly cheer and get girls who dun noe how to do sports to get out there to lose....

Secondary school sports is different....

Very Different....

It is omigosh FUN!!!!

Yellow hse roxs......WE WON.....WE WON....WE WON.....


THat pretty sums up how great it is.

I read the businness times yesterday....They say that only 25% of the amaericans care to read the blogs...Omgosh...Does that mean my blog keeps to a minority..?

Exactly....

Which means HAPPPPYYYYYYYYY.........

I am worth this much!!!

I am worth $1,563,926.00 on HumanForSale.com

NIght Life

Black paints a picture of a night,
Yellow draws the stars,
White contrast as the moon,
its silver sheen shining back.
Mysterious murmurs of the wind,
break the still cold night,
An owl wakes with a screech,
and the wolfs gives the call of hunger.
The day is over,
the sun long gone,
while the humans sleep,creatures creep,
bask in the reign of the dark.
(this too...very short)

Hollow Inside

An endless nightmare,
A deep dark tunnel,
An echo in the wind.
What life was , what life had been....
A shelll hollowed out,
water of the nile sucked dry,
how sad that life sometimes harden you,
till true feelings are hard to find.
Stream of consciousness gone,
fear lurking behind,
They are just milling around.
waiting for that knock on death's door,
no thoughts for mankind
Life has no true meaning with no soul left inside.....
(go figure about this poem...i wrote it...u can comment if u like!)

Astrology

What is it with the world?

Does it have a problem????

I guess we all do but wat can make a really sunshiny girl turn into lemon acid.

Issues?

I have issues or some other things but i dun go snapping other plp's heads off. And i have made a formal conclusion, i am demoralising myself. Bleh

I am always critsing myself......Why? I am not perfect or anything and i also slack alot...Itz the little things i do like why did i embarass my teacher in P2?? I have all these little bad memorise that charge out of their locked box whenever i let my mind wander.

I am not getting anywhere am i ? just beating around the bush.......

I am so happy to say that we didn't do the nafa run on tuesday.

A gang of snatchers took my wallet todae....I took weilings water bottle and she tried to get it back gripping on me the whole while(how is she suppose to get it if she keeps gripping mez??????)

Mr. Wong the bio teacher did with us astrology with us today.......As if i noe nothing on it!!! All the things he said i did and researed in P5....he could do advanced astrology though...

I mean i am in a Wiccan Academy for goodness sake....In case u dun understand there is an online witch school which i applied and got in...And this is not Harry Potter whammo....Its REAL...
ANyway my point is i aced my astrology and herbology test and the test on gems....need i say more?????

U probaly dun believe me...BUt itz true..../TRUE

I am like so going to beat him if i can.

I sound ridiculous.

The chart...Plp refer to this!!!

SIGNS OF THE ZODIAC				HOUSE	RULER
	Sign:	MODE	ELEMENT			Planet
	Aries	Cardinal	FIRE	1		Mars
	Taurus	Fixed	EARTH	2		Venus
	Gemini	Mutable	AIR	3		Mercury
	Cancer	Cardinal	WATER	4		Moon
	Leo	Fixed	FIRE	5		Sun
	Virgo	Mutable	EARTH	6		Mercury
	Libra	Cardinal	AIR	7		Venus
	Scorpio	Fixed	WATER	8		Pluto
	Sagittarius	Mutable	FIRE	9		Jupiter
	Capricorn	Cardinal	EARTH	10		Saturn
	Aquarius	Fixed	AIR	11		Uranus
	Pisces	Mutable	WATER	12		Neptune

metamorphises

Itz scary how things can change.

As you noe a person more you noe her less.Make sense? Yea ,i guess we can all relate to that.

For example one day you look at your timid friend in whole new light and you find she was not really timid,in fact she was loud.

Scary,Freaky?? I thought so.

Until recently i have known one of my frens as a bimbo. Chatting with her in msn put her in a new light,i found that she could actually reflect! Very deep thinking too.

However,she was like clothes,she changed to fit different situation ,she was a social butterfly,only distint traits could draw her apart,otherwise nil.

It was kinda of scary to watch someone you noe where you have played from dress up to barbie dolls to whole new person, in other words a transformation mentioned so many times in books,from great fren to cheerleader minus the bitchy stuff......O...Like scary!

However on a lighter note i am happy to anounce that we have over 10 questions for algebra 3 projects to complete and ihave 2 more essays to write....So light,rite?

On the other hand i would like to take part in the readers digest compettion and the mentorship programme.

Oh yea,we have to wearr our hse t-shirts tomorrow and run through the whole sports day.

A thing puzzles me,today we had a prize presentation for sports....HUH??? Sports day has not even arrived yet!!! Did they predict or wat.

ANd ar we going to sit under the hot sun????????? Horrified.........Heat stroke.


i hope it cools down by tommorow,6 rounds for nafa....Yikes....

HIHIHI

I never expect plp to find me.

Now i am being linked.To like 5 blogs.

Ergh.

I want privacy like yes!!!! But who cares lah....Not that there is anything good here anyway.


Weiling juz left.....her blog very nice....she came to finish project.

BYeBYE

Erm...Crap

What was i thinking?

I actually promised Yen Ler Sylvester's autograph.

Evidently i did not get it...I told my fren to get it but apparently no one was able to get his signature....

Oh well...THe mediacorp plp came at wu shu class and then they said hi...I kept saying bye to them until yin yee poked me.........Bleh

Anyway,i wonder how the concert went...Bet theat guy wished he neva came to a girls skool.....*cackles evilly"

THe hse pratice todae was kool cuz Yellow hse is int the lead!!!! YELLOW ROXS!

YELLOW ARE YOU READY FOR THE SHOCK
LIVING PROOF THAT WE CAN ROCK
SO SPREAD THE NEWS AROUND EVRY SINGLE BLOCK
CUZ YELLOW WE CAN ROCK!!!!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.......i actually think marymount can use some of these cheeers,i mean amethyst one is so darn lame.......

It has been quite a gd week....Especially pizza todae...I mean our form teacher is so darn nice,she actually bought pizzas for the whole class to celevrate the may and april plp birthday........!!!!

LOL

Signing off

Help
Breath Breath...

I think our vice principal was once an an an alien

Iagine two principals inviting sylvester to come to a CATHOLIC SKOOL!

Yea i noe itz cool.....prove that our principals are like cool.....(i have no other world to describe them besides i am not suppose to be soppisticated)


BUt why him??

Why the mediaocre talent.
Why boy?
Why someone whose singing is going to be bad?
Why can't i throw tomatoes at him?????

Ok ok....he is not that bad.

BUt i thot.....oh well not that i can describe it anyway.
Like i am not hating him or anything...He is juz marketable....moreuccesful then Taufik.....

anyway....i am considering joining the mentorship programme in creative wrting...
But it is like elite,first u send in a portfolio of work and then i f u get shortlisted,u go for an interview...
Only one or two from each level is chosen...

I am so considering.....But can i take a stand and go for it...yes.

lolz....

gotta go...

cya....hugz and kisses

What the heck?? Sylvester in our skooll.......NONONO

Help
Breath Breath...

I think our vice principal was once an an an alien

Iagine two principals inviting sylvester to come to a CATHOLIC SKOOL!

Yea i noe itz cool.....prove that our principals are like cool.....(i have no other world to describe them besides i am not suppose to be soppisticated)


BUt why him??

Why the mediaocre talent.
Why boy?
Why someone whose singing is going to be bad?
Why can't i throw tomatoes at him?????

Ok ok....he is not that bad.

BUt i thot.....oh well not that i can describe it anyway.
Like i am not hating him or anything...He is juz marketable....moreuccesful then Taufik.....

anyway....i am considering joining the mentorship programme in creative wrting...
But it is like elite,first u send in a portfolio of work and then i f u get shortlisted,u go for an interview...
Only one or two from each level is chosen...

I am so considering.....But can i take a stand and go for it...yes.

lolz....

gotta go...

cya....hugz and kisses

I am physic...NO kidding

You Are 50% Psychic

You are pretty psychic. While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on. And although you're sometimes off on your predictions... You're more often right than wrong So go with your instincts - you know more than you think

Are You Psychic?

I have good Karma

You Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

How's" Your Karma?

I luv my name

BEVERLY
B	is for	Bright
E	is for	Ebullient
V	is for	Visionary
E	is for	Elitist
R	is for	Radiant
L	is for	Liberal
Y	is for	Young

What Does Your Name Mean?

Guess what...I can oficially say i am sooo totally female!

Your True Birth Month Is January

Loyal Social Logical Easily jealous Loves children Rather reserved Highly attentive Likes to criticize Needs close friends Ambitious and serious Smart, neat and organized Hardworking and productive Loves to teach and be taught Quiet unless excited or tensed Sensitive and has deep thoughts Knows how to make others happy Searches for the greatest romance Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses

What's" Your True Birth Month?

BLeh,blah,blooo

Project work.

THey are like what do u called that oh yea,TORTURING ,us with project work....

I under stand it is not project work but"course work".Yea rite.bleh.Anything that has a deadline,reqires you to work in groups and is graded is what i define as project work.

Worst still the topics they give us are not exactly interesting.Blah.How can help but not feel distressed that all of the grp members are not communicating.That suxs. Like totally.Obviously that Vanessa and Jasmine are NOT seeing eye to eye on some things....Plus the fact thay have alredi some tension.

Vanessa believes everything must be fair....I agree,except that once in a while things are not going to be fair....WE all juz have to deal with it....Duh...

Today we had like a discussion about what to do for our play...And there was a total miscomminication of interest.....Somehow,either my chinese isn't good or that Vanessa had totally misunderstood what Jasmine was trying to say about splitting the Narrators workload...I am so tired of that! We have to play safe with everytginh...I noe Vanessa is like very concious of all small things,which is very good to plp like me who completly overlook them,but you so do not have to end it up with one girl dozing off,another leaving saying the discussion was stupid and some flustered being left there trying to comprehend what was happening.

I am bot all that samrt when i listen i pick up fast but not fast enough which would make me a very bad secretary.

Besides JAsmine was toally unclear.The thing i learnt? Oh project work should probly best mixed with laughther and admitting our mistakes.

We have another project work which we are required to make a board game....Does a Phillpine trivia based Snakes and Ladder game sound appealing? I think not!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SCORES FOR MY ENG PLZ!!!

On the only bright side,i am not failinh algebra YET,and i got 22/30 for a surprise history quiz....*smiles smugly*

well byby

How i think about some things

Itz sunday i have nothing to do i dun wan to swim and i 4got to bring my geo h.w back home letz talk abot my views on somethings.

Charity Shows

THere is tooooo mucho of charity shows here in Singapore....YOu get one every month....nkf,renci,blahblah.....why is there such a freqency of these shows? I noe we are suppose to be sympathatthis to the plights of poor plp who have cancer kidney problems...but do they need so much....i mean they get like 1 million dollars per show that will be like 12 million dollars in a year........Ofcuz i am not a patient so i wouldent noe any of this....and they do hold quite alot of plp under the programme but the rip off is this......The stars do they like really do the stunts they seem to do....can a person possibly with their raw tongue stop a fan ????? Come on,they seriously need to think...are we really that dumb....???"??We noe theyu neva wan their stars to be in danger nor get themsleves hurt so how can they possibly do that??So dun sue me but i am juz a doubter....and i am young. Goodwill to all plp who need help!

Malay

Never in my whole entire life heard something so ridiculous.....We SHOULD take up malay as their population is increasing and that itz our national language and now the newspaper is encouraging us to TAKE UP MALAY???!!!!

HEllllllllooooooooooooooooooo.GET REAL PEOPLE.......Every thing increases so this population would increase as well....is that a real reason to TAKE UP MALAY?! NATIONAL LANGUAGE?????? rite juz becuz itz malay does so not literallly mean we have take up the language!.....SOmetimes i think we are alllll tooooooooooo obedient.Look,i am shushing in sense,we so do not need to listen to wadeva,and go take up malay.

Teenage love...

THis is a really touchy topic but i am not staying away from it, teenagers now have totally forgotten the ground rules of relationships,LOVE.

expired ice cream=rotten week

day two and i dun wan to write frm a third person view anymore.itz boring.

I am drained,completly,it seems like i have done a whole terms work this weeek,i got out of stickiy situations did last minute home work,got shocked and then wanted to hit my head against the wall when my chinese teacher told me that the deadline of the script was extended.and we hurried!

I can pretty much say this was not one of the best weeks.

We settled on who was doing character playing, me as a fake monkey,jas as the real one,porlin as the priest ,vanessa as the sandy(diract translation)erica as pig(sorry to sound offending.......)

i find porlin very indecisive.Porlin if u ever read this,this comment is juz one of ur character.

Todae she asked if we wanted to share the cost of the rpesent for melissa.She said we had to pay $4 each for the $40 esprit wallet.

ERM....helllo...we are not a gold mine.we so do not have enough money for that...besides itz juz way to expensive for a wallet....way way toooooooo expensive.

Imagine being 13 and going around carrying a $40 wallet. Oh this was bought by my frens blah de blah...(SO NOT)

At first we said yes then said may be when we heard the cost.Itz not practical having a $40 wallet. Wei ling told her about our decision(that included some other plp.)

Mucho later,when porlin asked sien if she wanted to share he cost of the present she said along the lines of" Sien do u wan to share melissa's present?we are buyinh a esprit wallet costing like $4o and we dun have enuf plp to share cuz SOME plp backed out...so.........." that was when i like lauged and turned and said "plp like us?" and she was all" still laugh,do u noe that itz very irresponsible juz to say dun wan...." which i neva replied.....it mite cause some commotion if i did.I had the feeling the seed of dislike was planted,so much for being nice to every1.

HOw ever,dun u think thatz immature,in the first place did she consider the cost,did she relis e that we are broke and we are going to spend $40 on a present.....Mebbe she did but ont deep enough.Grow up.

Hey i noe this hurt or wadeva but i read things that were used against me and i am cool with that....If i can do that why can't other plp.

Oh and yesterday my sis and i fought and i sent off an email telling steph how my sis mite talk bad about me.I cringe at that talk...I am so humiliated!

THis big happening to top of the week.

Perfect,a rotton cherry to top off expired ice cream

tired

day two and i dun wan to write frm a third person view anymore.itz boring.

I am drained,completly,it seems like i have done a whole terms work this weeek,i got out of stickiy situations did last minute home work,got shocked and then wanted to hit my head against the wall when my chinese teacher told me that the deadline of the script was extended.and we hurried!

I can pretty much say this was not one of the best weeks.

We settled on who was doing character playing, me as a fake monkey,jas as the real one,porlin as the priest ,vanessa as the sandy(diract translation)erica as pig(sorry to sound offending.......)

i find porlin very indecisive.Porlin if u ever read this,this comment is juz one of ur character.

Todae she asked if we wanted to share the cost of the rpesent for melissa.She said we had to pay $4 each for the $40 esprit wallet.

ERM....helllo...we are not a gold mine.we so do not have enough money for that...besides itz juz way to expensive for a wallet....way way toooooooo expensive.

Imagine being 13 and going around carrying a $40 wallet. Oh this was bought by my frens blah de blah...(SO NOT)

At first we said yes then said may be when we heard the cost.Itz not practical having a $40 wallet. Wei ling told her about our decision(that included some other plp.)

Mucho later,when porlin asked sien if she wanted to share he cost of the present she said along the lines of" Sien do u wan to share melissa's present?we are buyinh a esprit wallet costing like $4o and we dun have enuf plp to share cuz SOME plp backed out...so.........." that was when i like lauged and turned and said "plp like us?" and she was all" still laugh,do u noe that itz very irresponsible juz to say dun wan...." which i neva replied.....it mite cause some commotion if i did.I had the feeling the seed of dislike was planted,so much for being nice to every1.

HOw ever,dun u think thatz immature,in the first place did she consider the cost,did she relis e that we are broke and we are going to spend $40 on a present.....Mebbe she did but ont deep enough.Grow up.

Hey i noe this hurt or wadeva but i read things that were used against me and i am cool with that....If i can do that why can't other plp.

THis big happening to top of the week.

Perfect,a rotten cherry on top of a expired icecream.

a new girl

She looked around, everyone was doing their worksheet....with a sinking feeling she told herself that she should have completed it,not that she thought it would help.She did not noe the answers at all. She guessed she researched somewhat but not enough.

With another deep pit in her stomach she relize that she forgot about bringing the sports day reply slip only to relise that she did bring it.

During sci,she forgets to hand up a worksheet,now she had trouble,troubles accumulate over the morning,she had to delete them as she deleted junk mail.All problems needless to say were caused by her...
(right great,and all this is true....crap,i am so forget ful)

Now she dosent noe wat to expect,her sci teacher is frigging weird.

He mite say ok or he mite do something weird.

u neva noe.

As the day drws to a near close,she has one thing to say,

she hates aspect ratio a pity they are related to tv

Siggies.

You probaly notice my siggies...eg reality is for plp who lack imagination,if you tried and failed destroy all evidence you tried.....Ok mebbe u neva seen them but why do u think i waste like the whole day(exaggerating)thinking of these siggies...when it hits me,i write it on my msn.

These siggies are sarcastic remarks which i guess contains a nugget of truth,really i mean,some actually live by these things......A procrastinator will live by the mottto "why do things todae when u can do it tomorrow" A person who has a older sister or is squashed by authority will live by the motto "the world is so unfair..." while a pessermist would live by the motto" the world is always unfair,live with it."

You see unn consiously we live on these siggies,really...

Anyway,my point is that u siggies are fun,this is juz chimilogy(an art of sounding very knowlegeble)

HAve u notice i dun talk abt my life.At all.

That is because i am afraid i will offend frens,you noe that sort of things,i get tied down sometimes when my frens have a feud.....

Btw,i forgot to bring my wallet to skool todae,had to borrow $2 from my fren,sigh,why am i so careless?!.

I also think i.p.w is a complete waste of time too bad marks are accounted for.

I feel like i am going to do worse for this term then the last i noe becuz i havent been managing my time properly....

I hate this feeling....
In fact,i hate it so much i purly hate it.

To readers....frm tomorrow onwards,i am going write abt my life,really,from another persons point of view....

This is going to be great!

Startling new evidence,abt me and the pope

"the pope was strongly against homoo sexuals...many people were distraught by this........" The Pope,bless him,is dead,i feel kinda sad,i hope the new pope will be juz as kind as him .

HOwever,i have aspriations,one of them is to become or write,a jounalist or writer...(dun ask)

I gave you the good side of the pope,after i researched in my free time i found out that the pope was very strongly against homosexuals that he banned them from becoiming priest.Although the banning might not be true it is stated that the Pope was against homo-sexuals.

From my point of view,the goodness in the POpe certainly outweighed this minor flaw.People are so superficial,do they hjave to pin point to every critsm he said that was the right,find out what he did worong ect....COme on we all know that people is packaged with mistakes,the Pope was near perfect ,he is like a goal we all aim at,unfortunately,not many has recognise this goal.

Besides in the animal kingdom,a male and a female pairs up ,always,why do humans always have to defy the laws of nature? WE burn down forest,destroy the ozone layer,mis different speciments to form a ultimated genectically changed food or animal,now we have plp of the same gender kissing.SPARE ME!!!!! I myself think being gay or lesbian is unatural.Really.PLs.
But,if u are like that,i can accept.I dun detest these lpp i only think it is unnatural.


About me...i Am now wrting the chinese script,why doesnt my grp deliver.......?!!!!If itz like that in school i shudder to think how it would be at work.Wish me luck....

Today:
I did my sci test and flopped...almost i think,i did not really study,gawd i hate myself.Why did i not study.....procrostinator

itz late,i am awake?

This is one freakish night,home work!I noe,i noe,dun procrastinate,which is exactly wat i do,itz like i am helpless against it,no excuse ofcuz but.....sigh,all of u can relate right...?
I am writing my chinese essay,chinese is ez to enjoy and appreciate but difficult to learn,much harder then english anyway...

I neva stay up this late for homework.....Have to do the chinese script tomorrow,does a grp follow ur personality,i hope not......
ergh,gd nite

THey say i have changed.Have i?

They say i changed.Have i ? THey say i am different....Am I? or iszit that they simply dun noe me and see me in a whole new light...?

I gotta admit.I morphed,i feel happier(mebbe at skool) and even freed from something,i dun noe what.Suddenly the people around me,whom i use to noe whisper behind my back,"she has changed"....What is wrong with this world,simply becuz they noe i am in a new enviroment,they say i changed,do they think changing is that easy? I am still the same,they dun noe me at all....THose who do are a precious few,and thank you i appreciate that.

Maybe i have been enclosed in this country too long,sudden good positive changes can make you look bad,make them afraid of you.I can forgive i guess,when something changes abrutply, u are unsure,uncomfortable.

Maybe this is why i never made any alterations to myself,until maybe now.Plp here are not open to changes,and i was afraid of critism.

Sigh

Keeping u updated.My cuz from az and usa arrived yesterday...and i was like omg! Who are they...i last saw my cuz from az about 5yrs ago while i saw the one from usa 3 yrs ago...THeir looks have like completly changed....I mean wow,the have grown wider in certain aspects...but i love their hair...tooo bad i cant do nothing with mine...not that i care much about it anyway.

NOw i am taking a break from my homework.I have officially found out why they pay the people to do the statistics....IT CAN KILL. Seriously...i have juz gone throgh ten tedious bar graphys,pie charts,leaf and stem diagram(stupid name),the dot diagram(this one can kill u in one shot...u have to put every number on the number line) and many unnecessary skills...Ok many needed but really do they need to make us read and do ten of these.....I have one resolution--never ever study statistics again if i have to.

Ok i am not going to name somebody but i gotta bust....My fren in P6,her name is Lindy, has a boyfren.SHe thinks. Omg,and she studies in an all girl school...i am 13 and i dun even have a crush....What is the world coming to? Plus, she didn't tell me....what kind of fren is that??? ERgh....ask me how i found out? dun tell u.....secrets are meant to be kept but gossips are passed around...hot.

I am a girl.Is that so wrong?

The fustration poured into the day

My stress level has officially risen up a notch....What on earth were they thinking when they voted me leader of a group of six.Six plp we quite difficult personalities.Me-no leader,unable to handle the group.Plp2-prone to sudden outburst and very willingly give up.PLp3-unable to complete her load,unless pushed.Ppl4-tight scheldule,worrywart.Plp5-(dun noe this person well)Plp6-sarcarstic.

Gawd....help me anyone....Todae plp1 suddenly pushed her duty back...we were doing script....she wanted to write...dun ask me why...i told the ft that we started and we did arrange everything work should have started,but no.I am not blaming her or anything,juz that she didn't have to shout and make me feel bad.We coprmised in the end three of us are writing script and they do props.Fair? I thot so...However in white ink...If she dares push this away...that will be way off our limits.....*wrings air*


You heard me.....She is doing props......She had better,fren or not.

that coin we had

My partner,sien and i ,embarked on a new,big and absurd ambition.

Here is what we decided to do.:

My partner thinnks that all coins we use are handeed back to us.Someday.Somehow.

I therefore decided on a ridiculous plan.

I marked a twenty cent coin with our initials.They are B.S(beverly and sien.)

I spent it on 100 plus.


And i will wait for it to come back to either of us.

I told my mother,she laughed,she did it too but it neva returned.

Meanwhile the coin is passed from hand to hand, all i can hope is that the initals will not be worned away...I mean i used PERMENEANT MARKER.Letz hope it does not get wear off...letz hope....

We promised to call if either of us getz the coin.This is a great experiment imagine where it would go......Overseas?President? AH,the wonders.

You might see it one day.It is a singapore 20 cents coin with the initals written on the head of the coin.If u see it...would u give either of us a buzz...Juz sign my guestbook or tag my tagboard...

This wat is seemly childish is what friendship and youth is all about.
Hope.Trust and a world full of possibilities.

Treasure this flower while u have it.

uh oh

CRAP. I forgot to tell my eng teacher i was interested in the writing programme....Me and Wei ling and Collete.(did i spell that right?) Obviously,i am not surprised to noe i 4 got....I always forget...Wei ling is another matter...One time she reminded us all to meet for project work a day b4 and she forgot all about it until we reminded...Talk about being absent minded...(blur)


We had house meet today,have i mentioned that i hate house meetttttssss????!!!!! I dun totally hate yellow house infact i like it...But plz...spare me the house meets>_<>

I sound pathethic.I shouldn't be complaing too much.

Oh yea...and frm the outside...I heard that there are alot of lesbians in our school...-.-""""
Give me a break!Does girls skool necessary mean we have to live off each other,we got the hwa chong assciation programme...We are not totally turned off of the fact that boyz do exist..... Besides i dun see these rumours in primary skool...I feel like we are so pure then.

If you have been reading this i dun noe what got u interested.

*slams the window shut in your face*

*opens again*

Oh yea...i am not depressed or anything...I juz like doing that...hahahax

*slams it again and whistles*

a surprise...A new eng teacher.

Itz official. The third party has arrived and i am not talking about relationship problems.I am talking about my new eng teacher.Mrs patricia pearce is from australia,perth...She is also our third teacher in 4 months.



Isn't it wonderful?


From first impression ,which are almost totally wrong,i come down with an evalution detail.


1.She stresses on detail
2.SHe is fun...i think.
3.lessons will not be boring
4.she is expierenced(this i noe)

i juz hope itz correct...I hate first impressions.*narrows and rolls eyes."

As my fren isabelle says,the world is not justifiable.

pope death

Pope II died yesterday....I was a definate stranger to him before his death...Now i noe him more thenanyone else...His story was touching ...In fact by doing his job he was already touching.....His job was like being a world ambassdor,trying to create a sort of tie around the whole world...trying to telll us no matter who we are,we are still something...A human.....

A human is full of flaws..We are born with it..It is our natural ability to sin,make rash decisions,hurt another...There are few good sides to an average human,maybe it is because the modern society has horned us into something we are today....Ofcouse to everyone of us ther eis a side,one cannot state that we are all cruel and evil and heartless.

The pope managed to show us how to live our lives with trye meaning.Being compassionate does not mean donating a few measly sums of money to charites...It means to really care about another person in need or such.

Why is the pope so respected? Because he has shown real,true and pure compassion to the people around him...He is calm and understanding in ways of how a human can truly be near perfect.He is the role model to the world and has gone to great lengths to show it.However,it was not just a mask,he loved every single one of us,unknown or known.


Therefore,he is truly the near perfect human,a person who can lead.He is like a good king who never forgets his subjects. I salute him.


Amen.

Steph's birthday party..

Another passing day,this time spent at steph's house....U gotta admit that her decors are very nice....Mostly had fun there...U noe i was so intimidated by the P6s (aka steph's fren) I was thinking bak and was like....wow they are so mature then the last year primary six one...But they were kinda kool...only that i dun noe how to mix with em...I am so bad aat socializing in fact i dun even noe how i got frens in st nicks...I mean i juz melt ...... *sob*...but i had the impression that their impression on me wasnt very good*makes a face*...Gawd if only i could like talk properly like some of my frens,eg felicia, i noe u cant get everyone to like u...I mean i was like so insecure around them....i built a wall of defence..sorta anyway i dun wanna sound dramatic... i got through 5 solid hours with them...i guess it was't so bad....sigh,wadeva i do i regret.How am i going to function when i do jobs nxt time.....???? I worry too much...:P OMG!!!! i stumbled acrossed one of steph's frens blog...itz so nice and i am suppose to be in mits....too bad they think i have bad influence or something...sometimes you really have to screw stephs mouth shut and not go shoot off the first peice of news to her fren....

I wrote and said i was'n that bad...Gee i wish i wasn't such a wall flower....