Steph's birthday party..

Another passing day,this time spent at steph's house....U gotta admit that her decors are very nice....Mostly had fun there...U noe i was so intimidated by the P6s (aka steph's fren) I was thinking bak and was like....wow they are so mature then the last year primary six one...But they were kinda kool...only that i dun noe how to mix with em...I am so bad aat socializing in fact i dun even noe how i got frens in st nicks...I mean i juz melt ...... *sob*...but i had the impression that their impression on me wasnt very good*makes a face*...Gawd if only i could like talk properly like some of my frens,eg felicia, i noe u cant get everyone to like u...I mean i was like so insecure around them....i built a wall of defence..sorta anyway i dun wanna sound dramatic... i got through 5 solid hours with them...i guess it was't so bad....sigh,wadeva i do i regret.How am i going to function when i do jobs nxt time.....???? I worry too much...:P OMG!!!! i stumbled acrossed one of steph's frens blog...itz so nice and i am suppose to be in mits....too bad they think i have bad influence or something...sometimes you really have to screw stephs mouth shut and not go shoot off the first peice of news to her fren....

I wrote and said i was'n that bad...Gee i wish i wasn't such a wall flower....