11 April, 2005

THey say i have changed.Have i?

They say i changed.Have i ? THey say i am different....Am I? or iszit that they simply dun noe me and see me in a whole new light...?

I gotta admit.I morphed,i feel happier(mebbe at skool) and even freed from something,i dun noe what.Suddenly the people around me,whom i use to noe whisper behind my back,"she has changed"....What is wrong with this world,simply becuz they noe i am in a new enviroment,they say i changed,do they think changing is that easy? I am still the same,they dun noe me at all....THose who do are a precious few,and thank you i appreciate that.

Maybe i have been enclosed in this country too long,sudden good positive changes can make you look bad,make them afraid of you.I can forgive i guess,when something changes abrutply, u are unsure,uncomfortable.

Maybe this is why i never made any alterations to myself,until maybe now.Plp here are not open to changes,and i was afraid of critism.

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